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Yes, it's my Serenie Beanie's 6th birthday. I won't be able to spend it with her, as her Mother is in one of those "using children as pawns" modes. My heart is breaking. I was mailing her package to her and the post office lady sees the address and says "this address is close, how come you just don't take it over there?" Reasonable question, difficult to answer. I broke into tears and had the poor woman thinking it was all her fault.
This is one of those times that life isn't fair and you have to suck it up. But as long as she's happy and having fun at school, as long as she is unaware of what is going on, as long as her heart knows that I love her, then I can be ok.
So for all of you awesome Aunties out there, go hug your nieces and tell them how much you love them for me. Look into their eyes and tell them that you'll be there for them No matter what! Breathe them in and enjoy the scent of life with them in it.
Happy 6th Birthday my dearest angel. Your Auntie always loves you!
4 comments:
Hey Diz,
You know, it takes a lot to make me teary and your post did. I think it's because I can actually feel your pain. I imagine not having Abby in my life and it breaks my heart. I just want you to know that I'm thinking of you at the moment and I'm going to give Abby a special hug next time I see her and tell her it's from my friend Diz.
I really believe that no matter what your sister does your niece will come back to you. Make sure that one day you show her these posts so she knows you were always thinking of her and how much you love her.
Cat
Sorry about the deleted post. I made a boo-boo and wanted to fix it. Pity Blogger doesn't let you edit!!
Oh...and can I just say BEAUTIFUL photo.
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