Been Awhile...

I see the last post was about crossroads. So perhaps an update is in order.

I passed on the 47 year old.  He was fun and all (No, he didn't get lucky with me), but he wasn't willing to go all out for me.  What I mean by that is...I want a man to want me, and not just sexually.  I want him to make an effort because I'm worth that.  I'm always the one to make the effort, to plan and do the fun stuff.  I'm always the one to make myself available.  Well, I'm tired of that shit. I want someone to pursue me, to make the damned effort.

Believe it or not, it seems to be the 35 year old that is willing to do that. He's cute, he's fun, he goes the extra mile, he calls and texts.  And he doesn't live far! Ok, ok...I get I'm a Cougar and I'm 15 years older, but he's cool with it and we're having fun.

Do I think there's a future here? What, are you kidding?  He's 15 years younger, for God's sake.  But I decided to just let it go and enjoy it for as long as it lasts. There won't be marriage, and there won't be a long term relationship, but there will be FUN!  Screw the naysayers!!!