Still Unsettled

Well, leaving out all of the colorful details..., Mom is getting her money back and sending back all of the stuff for the online business. Hopefully, she'll get most of her money back. She's spend about $600 for an online business when she has no computer.

We had it out the other night and I got some stuff off my chest, so I feel better....but it's only a matter of time before we slug it out again. I know what the problems are...my mom thinks everyone owes her and should be taking care of her (she's too young for this); and I don't respect her. That's probably the biggest thing. Without respect, it's hard to have a conversation, etc. That is due to choices she's made in the past that everyone else has to pay for.

Don't get me wrong...I don't yell at her, swear at her, etc. I treat her with respect, but there's always an edge there that shows. We are not friends. We don't converse, chitchat, etc. We only talk about necessities. I wish it was different, but I feel like it's too late. I feel like if I try again, I'll get burned, and this time, I won't survive it.

Ah well...a more uplifting blog tomorrow....I promise.