And Things Keep Moving Forward

3 Days till camping, and I'm so looking forward to it.  I'm scared though that it's gonna cause a dilemma in my life...once again.  Do I need to open the door to another long distance relationship? Have I gotten over the last one?

My friend says "Don't worry about it...you're just having fun". But believe it or not, I can be a little straight-laced.  I have the good girl side and the bad girl side (at least I like to think so). And the good girl side says to step away for awhile and to not do the naughty with anyone.  The bad girl side says "Hey, if the opportunity is there, do it and get it out of your system".

I'm just as conflicted as I ever was. I want the fairytale...why is that so impossible?  Does anyone get the fairytale? Or maybe that's why they call it the fairytale...I don't know. Damn it!

Anyway, the box for the boy's birthday is packed, but I'm certainly not...and I have to get that done. So many responsibilities, so many things to do, etc.  I have a couple of things to get off of my plate at work and then I should be good to go.

Off to bed I go...I'm up way past my bedtime!