Blonde or Brunette?

I am a lot smarter than you take me for....No disrespect to true blondes, or smart dyed blondes.  You think you can feed me the same story with a different twist and I don't know any different?  You think that I've fallen for your line because I nod my head and smile?  You think that because it worked in the past that it will work now? Really???  Did it work??? Just because you think so, doesn't make it reality.

You need to worry.  If you were smart, you'd be sweating right now.  A real, smart woman doesn't show all of her cards just because you smile and say nice things. A real, smart woman is going to hold the Royal Flush close to her chest and wait...wait till the right moment. The moment when you can't hide, you can't pull a bullshit story out of your ass and expect her to buy it.

And by the way Moron...This is the woman you want in your corner. She is the woman that will always have your back.  She has a global perspective and works tirelessly to make sure her man's 6 is covered. She is the woman that doesn't bother you with worthless, froufrou shit.  She is the woman with a backup plan and thinks of you as the "other half" of an unbeatable team.  This is the woman that, when the chips are down, will die for you and anyone else she gives her heart to 100%.

But you are so short-sighted, so jaded that you can't see the gift standing in front of you.  You are pissing away any chance of ever having that one treasure that you can die knowing that you couldn't have done any better.

What you don't realize is that this woman realizes that life is short. She knows that if a man can't appreciate what she has to offer, there is another man out there that will.  She's been through this before. She's had men that didn't realize what was standing in front of them until it was too late and she was gone. And while a piece of her heart might be gone with each of the special men that had their chance, she knows that there will be one man that does know, appreciate and treasures her.

Oh, I'm sorry....you think I'm standing around waiting for you to come to your senses?  Well, yeah..I am....but I'm not waiting alone.  I'm exploring my options. I'm having fun.  I'm reviewing the younger and the smarter alternatives out there. I've got my Girlies, my Guy friends...and my GUY friends to keep me busy. I have goals that I'm out there accomplishing and I'm not letting anyone..including YOU stop me.

And for anyone else reading this...I'm well aware of other things done in the name of looking out for me and protecting me. Don't sell me short and think that this is acceptable and that "what I don't know won't hurt me".  I do know, and I'm pissed off and I do hurt. If you have my back, trust that I will make the right decisions for myself, or I will learn a valuable lesson.  Doing things behind my back only make me question and mistrust you..and you are not the one I want to be mistrusting.

Now that I have had my say (it is my Blog after all), no questions and no comments.