So I got the results back today. Seems I'm in the clear. Will have to go back in 6 months to be retested again, but I dodged a bullet and I'm happy about it.
I'm just feeling a little spent. I should be happier, but I think I'm just tired and worn out. It's no ones fault but my own. Keeping busy helps me to not think about the things I don't want to. But there's so much to do...in the yard; in the house; at work; etc. Someone reminded me that it's not my responsibility to solve all the problems of the world..true, but sometimes, if I know I can help, I feel better doing it than not. Know what I mean?
I do have to have boundaries and I've been getting better at the personal ones. I'm pretty great at the work ones. I do have problems with people who don't bother to take my advice for the past 9 months and only want to bitch about it. They're feeling a level of desperation but they're not using their ability to find the tools and help they desperately need. I really feel for them, but there's not much I can do. What do you do if someone doesn't really want to help themselves? Or maybe they do.
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