Hmmm

Found out that I'm going to lose my favorite Doctor in 66 days. I've been with him for the last 16 years and he's going to retire.  I really don't know what I'd do without him. He was there for all of the infertility drama, divorce drama, etc. And now he's retiring.  I'm broken hearted.

He did, however, offer me some insight on my hair loss...not what I wanted to hear, but more informed then the other doctor I saw last week.  He said that the Mudder probably pushed my body physically, so I'm reacting by shedding my hair.  He said it would last for 4 to 6 months, then the growth would kick in.  I asked.."Am I gonna be bald?" He said that "No, you'll have short hair". Hmmmm  do you know how long it told to grow what I've got?  Not what I needed to hear.  But, it is what it is.  My ego has taken a hit.

Could be because of the issues I'm having with Men at the moment. My faith is a little shaken that I'll find what I'm looking for and be happy.  I get that I chose this, but men these days seem to be so high maintenance.

In the meantime, I had fun this past weekend.  I was treated to a wine tour and lunch at Chevy's on the river. I was treated to VIP treatment at the Sammy Hagar concert in Roseville (free food and beer in the VIP section), a special acoustical jam at the Bar and Grill afterward.  I got to spend time with R's cousin N.  She's a hoot!

Sometimes you have to take the good with the bad.  I'm just missing a little sugar.