I've written that I'm at a crossroads. I guess what makes this really hard is to hear from another (quite attractive, self-made Marine) man that my guy doesn't know what he has in me. And sometimes I really do wonder if he realizes that I'm not like other women.
But to hear another man say that hurts. The head spins and the questions come. And still, this other man still realizes where my heart is..."Or still could have". And that has to be hard for him...to know that I'm in limbo over a man that may not appreciate me. We're both in love with someone who either doesn't want us, or isn't ready for us. And we know that we'd be good together if we didn't feel what we do for these other people.
Hmmmmm. Well, I did get a badass power tool today and ended up kicking some ass with it. Tomorrow, I'll mow the property and take the barrier off the front patio. We'll get this property in shape...one way or another. I'm amazed at what I can do if I set my mind to it.
Goodnight Peeps.
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