Anticipation

Today was all about getting shit done!  Need to feel good about taking Friday off, so it was everything I could do to keep my hands off my phone and not text my Man.

I updated my presentation, but still working on the speech part.  Also working on outside approvals.  UGH, really???  I never thought I'd be this person...detail oriented, analytical, etc.  Should've known that my life experiences pretty much lead me to this point in my life.

Had a hell of a sing-song with my brother in Omaha.  It was good to connect and just talk.  He totally gets me, and as he says..."We've known each other the longest".  I'm responsible for him flunking Kindergarten. I spoke for him for the first 5 years of his life.  He gets to school and there's no one there to speak for him.  Poor guy.  See??? I am a control freak bitches!!!

We're only 14 months apart, so we're pretty much connected.  He gets it. He gets me, even though I'm extremely flawed and have issues.  He knows what they are and why. He told me that I taught him a lesson about letting the past go, and I almost vomited in my mouth.  When the hell did I teach him that???  I'm so bad about letting things go!  I want my pound of flesh, and I'm gonna make you eat it!  Don't get me wrong...I'm not like this to most people...just two that I can think of off the top of my head.

Most of my friends have seen my dark side and know it's there, so no one pushes the limit of it. But really, it's only reserved for the most heinous offenders and like I said...there's only two that I hold grudges against.

Anyway...I've been up too long.  Tomorrow is September 11th. A time to pray, remember and give thanks to our heroes and our patriots....get ready!!!