Tuesdays...

Today was meetings and fine-tuning of the presentation. My work buddy "L" came in and wanted all the deets of the weekend.  Everyone is giving me a bad time about the "glow" to my face, etc.  Really People?  Ok, maybe there's a little one, but we're working here!

I had coffee with my Marine friend from work.  I told him about the weekend (which I think is a good thing because it keeps his crush in check) and he seemed cool with it.  He's in the process of buying a house so he has his own place and a place for his daughter. Lots of positive changes for this man.  I think his confidence is growing and he's understanding his self worth.

My next project is starting to heat up a little.  Nothing I can't handle and nothing over the top.  If I'm lucky, I'll be able to call my own schedule till the new year, then hit the ground running. This presentation thing is getting bigger.  Apparently only about 140 public sector employees will be attending, which this company doesn't like...they want more.  So they're thinking about holding a 1 day conference in Sacramento just for the public sector...and would like me to repeat my speech.  Great...All my buddies will be there to see me crash and burn.  It's so funny.  I can present like no body's business to complete strangers, but when people I know are in the audience, I get a little verklempt!

I did receive the coolest text from my guy. He let me know how much separating on Sunday affected him (so I guess I'm not the only one!) and that just confirms that he's into me as much as I am into him. I don't know why I keep questioning that.  Why is it so hard to believe that a man could be that into me...despite our age difference? I think it was those years of being heavy and convinced that no man would ever think of me as attractive, smart, funny, etc.

My Niece FaceTimed me again.  She's looking forward to tomorrow and wants to know what we're going to do.  I'm not really sure. Of course I'll feed her, preferably somewhere outside in the wonderful evening air. I don't want to go too far because I need to get my sorry ass home and in bed! But I want it to be memorable...not expensive or anything like that.  I just want it to mean something so she'll feel it days later when she's hurting and alone.  Something to sustain her spirit.  Yeah, I know...I'm asking for the moon, but she is so worth it!

Ok Peeps.  Heading to bed. 3:15 comes too soon, and I need to be on top of the exercising since vacation isn't that far away.