Detoxing

Yeah, coming off the euphoria of the weekend is like detoxing! You're tired as hell, but still elated at what a wonderful weekend you had.  You day dream hoping to bring back a split second of the feeling.  Even worse, I had a hard time sleeping because I could smell that damned Versace cologne of his on my pillows and it was driving me insane!  I'm willing to bet he sprayed some on before he left!!!

I really need to pull my head out of my ass and put it where it belongs....with the presentation and the details for next week.  I have to trust that this will all be here when my head comes back and that it's not a dream or mirage that will vanish if I take my eyes from it. It's hard because many things are pulling at my attention right now.

My Niece FaceTimed me last night with a plea to come get her.  She hates living with her Mom, and misses me and wants me right next to her.  Trying to use logic on her isn't working.  I promised her that I would talk to her Mother about picking her up from school on Wednesday and spending a couple of quality hours with her.  Her Mom consented, so we're on. I'm between a rock and a hard place with this one. Anything I say to my sister will not be taken well, and I can't let on that my Niece confides in me. My poor little Angel feels like its the end of the world and nothing will get better.  I know the feeling, but she doesn't understand that I do.  I'm still wracking my brains for a plan though.

I'm also missing my guy.  I didn't realize how much I would.  I figured with our "love trip" right around the corner that it wouldn't be so bad, but it is.  Yeah...I'm spun too!