Looking Forward to Friday

But really folks...how many people schedule a meeting for Friday at 9 a.m....REALLY???  Ugh, Dizzy feels a pissy mood coming on. When that happens, she usually wears something questionable for a Friday...and dares anyone to make a comment about it. Heavy Sigh....

It was another busy day.  4 meetings.  People...I didn't get into management because I didn't want to be stuck in meetings all day!  But anytime you're on a frakking high-profile project and you have nothing but meetings.  I can tell...I need more sex in my life, and maybe...maybe this crap wouldn't have the effect that it does on me!

I did take a few moments and had my salad in the open quad area.  It was beautiful. Temperature was perfect, sun was shining, breeze in the air.  I sat under one of the umbrellas and "T" came and joined me.  He has the same addiction I do.  We like to read military books, especially SEAL stuff.  He's reading the book by Marcus Luttrell of SEAL Team 10. That is definitely next on my list. It was nice to sit and chat. He's a runner, and I needed some tips since I cramped up my left calf on my last run.  So he kindly pointed out my errors and what I should be doing.  I am determined to not only run, but get my upper body in decent muscular shape for Tougher Mudder.  Dizzy is gonna kick ass and take names!  2014 is gonna be my year and I'm not taking shit from anyone. I'm gonna go big, cuz I sure the fuck am not going home!

I came home and did my walk (since I still can't run) and got a call from "S" at Worldmark Seaside. It was fun to catch up, but she's going through a lot right now...poor thing.  She misses me though because I guess not many peeps around there have my warped sense of humor.  Whatup with that?  We're making plans to do some stuff together, and of course, I'll get myself into more trouble...ah well.  If I don't do it...who will?

I got home and saw a post on FB from a different "T" of the female gender. She said that haters are making horrible comments on her page and they need to stop.  She grew up with my younger sister.  They were BFFs.  So I comment and say to unfriend the haters.  She has no use for them. She messaged me that the hater was...you guessed it...my sister.  I reminded her that my sister will never change and it's always all about her.  She doesn't think about or care about other people.  She's the Sun in the universe which all other people (aka planets) revolve around.  Fortunately "T" knows this, but it hurts to think that my sister would do stuff like that...Didn't I raise her better? But therein lies the problem.  A child was raising a younger child, and it just doesn't work. I couldn't know where I was fucking up. I will not feel guilty about that. Still, I do hate the outcome.

I'm so tired.  I'm not sleeping this week...and I don't know why.  My muscles are tense, my head won't shut the fuck up with all the work details flying through it.  I've been trying to exhaust myself with work around the house and exercise.  I seem to be eating only one meal a day, and I'm not trying to do that on purpose.  By the time that I'm done with stuff in the evening, it's so late that if I eat, it will weigh me down and make me all funky feeling. Tonight's dinner is a Tequila Sunrise.

You'd think that with all my talk of alcohol and posts of it that I'm an alcoholic.  Really folks, I'm more talk than anything else...although my consumption capacity is high, I limit myself during the week and really don't do benders or anything on the weekend. After being married to one, I will not go that route.  Every once in a while I cut loose, but I can promise, I will never revisit the drinking session I did with Mike Monasterio last Thanksgiving.  I drank him so under the table, it was disgusting. That's why he thought I was part man and hiding my balls somewhere.  My head hurts just thinking about it.  I miss him, and it was nice to say Goodbye to him at the ocean in Seaside.  I know he heard me.

Enough chatting. Gotta hit the shower and get this stink and sweat off my body.  If I haven't told you lately...I sure appreciate all ya'll having my back and looking out for my best interests.  I know you love me, and that helps me through all the tough time.  I love you and am deeply indebted to you.  Smooches and G'nite.